Today marks 150 days since I last found myself clinging on to the side of a glass seeking comfort and solace.

150 days since I searched for a way to deal with social situations and being so desperate to be accepted.

150 days since I put myself and others in danger, losing all sense of risk.

150 days since I tried to drown out the years of suffering.

150 days since I lost all control.

150 days since I found my freedom.

150 days.